hello, sorry to germaine and tongyee for having xiao temper yesterday due to some shocking news that i was unable to accept though i think i dont have a choice but to face the reality.
yesterday purposely didnt want to surf the net cause i was really shocked by the news. at first when i was in school i didnt believe what fiona (my poly friend) said to me that JxxxHxxx was dating with some actress but then when she let me see the news i stare at it for a few minutes and slient.. words cant describe that feeling and i was so disappointed as if the whole is gonna end.
but wait kirsite foong, think again, JxxxHxxx is a human being too. he needs to eat and bath, therefore he also have the right to have his own relationship right?? isnt it? its heartbreaking to see the photos of them holding hands, JxxxHxxx carrying "HER" bag, hugging her, but this isnt part of a relationship? having to be each other's ideal type and being together, isnt it wonderful? who will be so fortunate to be together with someone you like and vice versa? i also hope that i can have such fate too!
germaine you're right, not because he's a star he doesnt need to eat, bathe and sleep right?? i think its just that i have got into him to deeply as an idol that's why i feel so sad as if the world stops moving.
i thought of it the whole night yesterday, its just my idol dating right, not as if he is dying? my SELINA is the one whom i must show more concern to. but just now i saw from FB that she's now doing some simple hand exercises so that her hands wont feel so numb. i shall be a one week vegetarian and please blessed me with some happy moments that i can remember so that i can forget about the unhappiness. and i should learnt to let go sometimes. :D
kirstie FOONG you still have4 wonderful friends with you and what are you upset about? come on man, you still have your BFF germaine, your sharing entertainment photo buddy, tongyee ( whom is now enthu about her light sticks and SS3, perhaps she wants to make banners and pom pom), M.I.A zemin and the not quite funny but trying to make a joke whenever he can de benny.
♥♥♥♥♥ always love you all ♥♥♥♥♥
yesterday purposely didnt want to surf the net cause i was really shocked by the news. at first when i was in school i didnt believe what fiona (my poly friend) said to me that JxxxHxxx was dating with some actress but then when she let me see the news i stare at it for a few minutes and slient.. words cant describe that feeling and i was so disappointed as if the whole is gonna end.
but wait kirsite foong, think again, JxxxHxxx is a human being too. he needs to eat and bath, therefore he also have the right to have his own relationship right?? isnt it? its heartbreaking to see the photos of them holding hands, JxxxHxxx carrying "HER" bag, hugging her, but this isnt part of a relationship? having to be each other's ideal type and being together, isnt it wonderful? who will be so fortunate to be together with someone you like and vice versa? i also hope that i can have such fate too!
germaine you're right, not because he's a star he doesnt need to eat, bathe and sleep right?? i think its just that i have got into him to deeply as an idol that's why i feel so sad as if the world stops moving.
i thought of it the whole night yesterday, its just my idol dating right, not as if he is dying? my SELINA is the one whom i must show more concern to. but just now i saw from FB that she's now doing some simple hand exercises so that her hands wont feel so numb. i shall be a one week vegetarian and please blessed me with some happy moments that i can remember so that i can forget about the unhappiness. and i should learnt to let go sometimes. :D
kirstie FOONG you still have4 wonderful friends with you and what are you upset about? come on man, you still have your BFF germaine, your sharing entertainment photo buddy, tongyee ( whom is now enthu about her light sticks and SS3, perhaps she wants to make banners and pom pom), M.I.A zemin and the not quite funny but trying to make a joke whenever he can de benny.
♥♥♥♥♥ always love you all ♥♥♥♥♥
KIRSTIE
